外婆，生日快乐。
祝你在天堂上，永远开开心心，笑口常开。

今天是庆祝你最后一个生日了。

是不是人一过世，就被遗忘了呢？
she has got 6 daughters, 3 sons.
and yet, 2 daughters. my mum, aunt and daughter-in-law came.

is it that busy? to just come for yr mum's bdae, let her celebrate it happily?
seriously, are all adults like that? sick in the mind?
busy, no time, work, ya full of excuses.
eat shit and die.
only my aunt cares.
she cares the most.
because she's her youngest daughter.
and yet, when she wanted to cook her favourite dishes, they also wanna say.
what do they want?
say tt she's currying favour?
come on la. i didn't know adults and the world can be so realistic.
no kinship at all.
luckily im not one of them. i will never be.
tho i admit i've change.
i've become more hard-hearted as compared to last time. haa is there such a term?
maybe i've been bullied since young. lol.
always giving in to ppl.
doing whatever they told me to.
being apologetic.
haa. i've learnt.
not to be so nice already. i don't know why. but i feel tt i've really become more gl. haa. ya tt's the word.
i've decided to mend my own business. only if ppl treat me good, i'll treat them back.
if ppl wants to make me suffer, to hell with them and i'll make them suffer even more.

tt's life what. two headed snakes everywhere.
esp in working society.
even ech also gt hor -.-

and ya, maybe i've become stronger, maybe not.
nowadays, i dun really feel like caring about those adults matters. u know.
she wanna gamble. go ahead
leopard never ever change its spots what.
jiang shan yi gai ben xing nan yi. wa seh you mo shui lol self entertaining.
then he wanna move out move out lor.
got own house dowanna stay wanna move out.
all the best.
still got wad?
their business i ain't going to care no more.
i just love my grandparents and im glad to be staying wid them and im glad they're always there for me.
im fortunate enough seriously.
i dun blame god for giving me all these shit.
because tt's life.







i wonder what if i die, will anybody miss me?
remember me?
1 month?
1/2 year?
2 years?
...



eh eh im not emo already.
these are just my thoughts.
dun sms me to ask if im okay okie?
LOL
im Absolutely fine.
because when i say so much, im repeating over and over again.

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