im expressionless..
?_?












nvm i shall blog tmr.
LOL

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hmm wad did i do on sat.
oh ya. went to watch 27 dresses wid handsome boy at night.
not bad quite nice. 3/5. lol.
walked hm after tt.
cannot eat candyfloss becos both of us were down wid sore throat. ;(
oh ya, vista park's swings can play already.
but v low, designed for kids only. lol.
star gazed, played swing and back hm .

sunday early in e morn went sch.
but nt everybody turned up for e prac. =.=
after tt went tiong bahru to find him,
cos we promised to watch dou niu ep 10 tgt. lol.
there's a magic show at there too.
i love magic shows =) cos i can nv see thru their tricks. LOL






clap claps**

after tt went bk merah's lib to find plug. how pathetic. -.-
watched the show and went to his house to see doggie.
he said the night before he went back and suddenly saw a dog and he thot it's a ghost.
LOL.


so cute.


















cheer up, cos i dowanna see you unhappy. :(

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lols. my blog has been dead since last week.
tons of photos to share =)

last wednesday, last day of the magic workshop, ech lecturers treat us to pizza.

me and big eyes kamilah =D


me and ellia


they're stealing food!






calista and her blur face (lol the one bhind is our teacher)


THURSDAY``, friday and saturday is our sch's open house.
and last week is actually quite tiring becos for tt three days,
i have to help my father at the noodle stall in the night.

anw, tt three days in np were filled with tons of people. and i liked the atmosphere =)


lion dance


mr chua and his magic tricks that always makes me O.O

FRIDAY``

wore sch U becos it's KE's booth theme.



saw one handsome boy and he said if i take photo with him he will join KE.
ROFL.






so tall for wad >;[






he's an ah beng

weets.. ch(i mean zicong LOL) came to np on tt day!

ds, ch me and zqg se mo lian. =.=




tadah! changed to sailormoon U after that xD

roamed ard different booths and i went to try archery!
damn fun and cool can!!
and my accuracy is 99.9% ok. lol.



went to the bowling booth also. got tt Nintendo WII de bowling game.
first time play sia!! but saw it b4 at yanting's house. tt time when i first saw i was so O.O by it.
like damn fun la can lol.
and guess wad, tt girl fr e booth keep thinking im from sec. sch and keep telling me abt bowling club.
i crapped a lot wid her also. lmao.
she even asked me wad course im interested in. i said ECH. LOL.



wore the sailormoon U all the way back to wdlands.
feeling weird as im wearing tt as those wgsERS were looking at me with a weird expression. LOL












we took neoneo. x)

thanks fer always being by my side =)

reached khatib at ard 7plus tt day.
den papa told me actually i can dun go becos his wife reaching also.
lol.
but nvm.
ch, ds and zqg came and look for me which kinda surprise me. lol.
we ate and chatted awhile at the coffeeshop, then went back together. =)

LOLs

SATURDAY``

tt day is our shift for helping to promote bzse(business and social enterprise) which is a new course in NP HMS.
so how is magic related to the course?
blablablablabla
repeated tt to 87234875438275 visitors tt day.
lmao.
and some of them are really suckers.
as in..
argh.
nvm.
i will not make a fool of myself by performing magic to noobs again.



trying to climb out from tt hell. lol.

anyway there was once when we wanna run away from HER class sia, ran out from the back door,
who noes, it was locked. so lmao.






x)

Lols.
anyway this week was super duper last min rush for projects. LOL.
was like. doing one day b4 the deadline la.
very shiok ah.
damn lmao can.
monday i gt one proj to submit yet i didn't know and sunday was happily slacking away.
den monday morning 6am woke up suddenly got intuition tt izit the deadline for lang arts?
lol. den within 2 hrs rushed out a 800 word reflection.
phew.. close shave.

argh. and im really addicted to the cornflakes jiawei made.
so nice wid dark choc. xD
AND BECOS OF TT,
i tink i gt my sore throat.
lol.
anyway i really wanna ask everybody to drink more water!!
quite a lot of ppl in my class is sick also.

i wanna eat a lot of things, but i have to..
control :(

lol, anyway today 1B02 had fun in twisting!! xP
monday we're gng to perform a dance in HER class.
and beat you're cool to confront her! roflsssss..
let's twist again, like we did last summer.. yea```

monday's gonna be retro. lol


anyway Mr low is still as childish as ever,
he sent me an email which made me go
lol?

WANT TO WIN 2 TICKETS ALL EXPENSES PAID INCLUDING AIR FARES TO THE 2008 OLYMPIC GAMES IN BEIJING, CHINA?

To participate is very easy, just view the attached photo, correctly
answer the following questions and send your answers to:
International Olympic Committee, Private Bag, Lausanne , Switzerland .

1. Which student seems to appear tired / sleepy?
2. Which ones are maltwins?
3. Which ones are the female twins?
4. How many women are in the group?
5. Which one is the teacher?








I'm guessing you're not going either. XD
















laugh folks!=D

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GOOD LUCK TO ALL MY LOVES WHO'S TAKING O's RESULTS later at 2PM!!!
=D

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i hope i am in the right state of mind, health and voice to conduct my speech tomorrow.

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mautise: haha! you were at creative arts tt friday during tt time. :'( yea lor nobody scream for me, so sad. lols. anw thks.
Evan: =D
RUI*: Lol..haha thks and all e best for results this thurs!!
eve: where gt good. haha. yup seeya tmr :)
net: wa i have a LOT to reply u hoh. yea lor his hand duno why shake so much, u nv say i also nv realise sia lol. i borrow sailormoon u from lene cos last week open house i wore it ma. xD
siewkwan: lols....i also wanna play! find one day play until my muscles drop!
MELise: thank you ='D you are too!!! yr lame jokes makes me cannot walk! . . .
YINI: LOl. nt v sure watcha mean leh.. =p
ISabel: haha sure..will link u up soon. :)
-shengg: never lohs..
Yvonne: haha miss me ah? d: i miss ya too!!! anw u also quit le right... not working anymore already?

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omg aloy recorded the open house performance.


我们怎么了









the backgrd is really soft,
hear already kinda bu shuang. LOL











a lot of updates but wait till tonight!!!

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thank you my dearest Mr Low..
ytd at night i online.
was kinda.. disappointed to see no reply from you..
but just now when i checked my mail, was anticipating as well as dowanna expect will have a reply from you..
but..
im really really elated and touched to see you actually took time off to reply me!!
it's like..
you're always a perfect musician in my heart, a perfect conductor, but you always take time off,
to read emails from students..
and i still received those funny emails from you nowadays despite you know tt...

thank you so much.
yr reply made me tear.. with happiness as well as really really sincerely touched.
now i know the feeling of..
wad izit like to ..
i dno how to describe.

from now onwards, i will take yr email as a motivation,
to brave against all odds in life.


i heart you =)

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i finally send Mr Low the email that i wanted to send long ago.
oh gosh. x/

i told him everything that i wanted to say from the bottom of my heart.
but i think,
i shud thank my dearest for that.

because he showed me this link,
http://www.lab4games.net/zz85/blog/index.php?s=nyp

yea i know reuben's matter is quite long ago already.
but i only know he's a dboater, pianist, but i didn't know he has so many other talents.
he's really.. so near perfect.
i shudn't say perfect becos nobody is perfect.

but why..
heaven wants to tke talents away..
i dun understand. =(
after reading his fren's post,
i felt so...
shattered.

i felt so..
guilty.
i felt that, i want to cherish everything more..

im really wondering everytime,
how can i be a good daughter, a good granddaughter, a good fren?
i know sometimes my attitude can be intolerable, but.
i duno how to say either. lol.
but i just want to let everybody knows that,
i treasure and cherish them. =)

u know, if one day, one of my closest happened to leave me,
i think i couldn't tke it.
because i've nv truely experienced before.
i still have my grandparents(as in both father's and mother's side)
i love them, of cos father's side closer.
but i love all 4 of em.
because i still rmb the little things they did for me when i was young.
the love is there.

maybe sometimes, i duno how to express out.
but at times, i really feel like doing someting for them.
i keep thinking that, im not good enough..

i always say, i wanna do this, i wanna do this.
but u know, my actions always forbids me to do so.
as in, yea the lazy part.

ahhhh seriously i duno when can i change this bad habit of mine =(
and i still don't really know what the heck m i reali gng to do in future.
must i really be a teacher since im in ech?
i don't wanna be.
serious.

i.... am still a bird searching for my wings.

but sometimes i thought,
why do ppl work so hard for,
we wil all die one day,
is it realy tt important?
money, fame?

or just purely of interest and happiness?
i know reality and society is cruel.
but just let it be,
let me be.

i.. don't lack of anything now..
but the happier im,
sometimes, the more afraid i'll get.




but i still wana thank my angel,
i know you're always watching after me. =)
and thank you for not tking him away 10 yrs ago =D
i love you, chan wei jian

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lol.
i feel like i'm making a fool out of myself today.

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today is a happy day =D
i nv felt so stress-free for such a long time i duno why.
maybe becos magic does wonders.
=D

and today maureen learnt one new word from me!!
ZHAM AR!!!!!
lmao sia.
the way she said ZHAM ARR realli made me roflolmao.
bth.
maybe becos it's too crude for her to use it.
lol can.
today we went to the vending machine at blk 56(cos training held ther). she wanted tt duno wad tidbit forgot already lol. but tt tidbit dowanna drop.
lmao.
ZHAM ARRR!!!
zham but tt thing nv drop =.=
cheated her money. lmao.

same thing for calista, the machine near boys' toliet i tink.
den her frens came, the guys.
they zham the machine until duno like wad.
damn hilarious can.
LMAO.
before tt maureen n ellia was also banging tt machine, cos e potato chips like going to drop.
but after all the zhamming it still doesn't drop. -.-
ok end of story.

at the atrium's toilet i said i wanna zham maureen cubicle's door,
WHO KNOWS!!!
mel told me not her.
lmao.
cos i came out only tt door is close wad so i thot it's her.
wthellllll.
so lmao can.
den we quickly ran out.

LOLOL.

even poly can have such wonderful memories cannnnn.
esp wid my fun dudes, really bth em.
ahhhh =D


AND THE MAIN POINT TODAY IS..
so i've found out that i have one more hidden potential that lies within me..
that is..
to be a MAGICIAN!!!

LOLOLs.
besides being a joker i can be a magician omg i have so many talents =O

magic training started today.
we were given a magic kit! which we paid $10 for it, rest of $65 subsidized by sch.
oh my it's such a wonder kit..

really had lotsa fun today man.
initially i was scared that i will learn very slow,
cos i thot i have no potential for it.
=/
lol! but in d end i learn quite fast i think!

magic is so..
wonderous.
omg.

and our trainer mr chua(i think) the magician said:

"Magic is magical, because your MiNd tells it to happen.
Put your mind into it
and you CAN
create MAGIC. "



because...
nothing is impossible.





Justina the mighty magician,
bringing smiles to everyone's faces. d=

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met up wid osk rui evan today.
intended to shop for new yr clothes bout nth caught my eye.
and omg instead i bought 3 pairs of shoes today.
omg .








omg i needa..
work hard.

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Finally getta see my mummy like after one WHole month!!
xD
cos was busy for projs and stuffs, sumore she's working for the past mth.
but now she also slack liao.
lol.
and my dearest small lu!!!

LOLSSss.
he's like..
no difference in height. -.-
luckily he still rmb me.. phew~


waiting for wanton noodle..
his face = lmao
still that.. ok net they all so called "ba zi mei" face. lol



evening went to sch for BAcomm's drama day

Norman!!!






haha.
great job done by pretty boy. =)
not bad. can be yr fav he junxiang liao.
LOL.


after tt back to cwp and he ate KFC .
saw net and sa bai also.
LOL.


bought candlyfloss fr pasar malam and walked home =D




sweeeeeettttttttt memories =D



p/s: i want that machine!!


我想说，
我也很爱你。d=

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so..
i had a nightmare ytd..
weird .
i always have weird
weird dreams.
hmm.

i dreamt tt..it was end of the world.
i duno dream bout more strange and stupid things.
=/
and..woke up at 4am feeling sore,
sad,
dispirited.

went bak to sleep,
had a series of weird dreams again. =.=
feeling so so TirEd.
today can get to reach sch at 9.30am,
cos did our presentation last week.
however was still late by a little. =/

lessons as usual..
boring, nv learn much.
somehow i feel that this sem, im just wasting money on the modules.
sian.
no choice, studying in polytechnic, we only can depend on ourselves.
-,-
ahhhhhhhhh so all the more i cant waste the money!!


had nyp exchange at nyp.
they were awesome la. x)
Ke was awesome too.
overall had a great exchange.
great fruit tarts. =D

Great day too becos pretty boy was so sweet,
got me a rose and ask me to 加油
im touched, appreciated. xD



acting cute


we saw rainbow on the bus!!!! =D=D




爱原来可以很简单=）




















tucking in soon,
i have not seen mummy for like ages!!!
miss her damnnnnnnnnnn much.
must go early cos if i go later,
i might not be able to see xiao hu lu too.
i miss him damn much too x(

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i have nth to post these few days seriously.
yea.
thot i can learn finish chopin's mazurka by ytd den can play for nyp exchange tmr, but obviously the time isn't enough.
maybe i can chiong within the weekend and then play for next week's openhouse.
hmm..
tmr nyp exchange,
nxt week packed wid magic training(for ech) and open house(for KE).

yea. i hope i can start doing my projs soon.
hope.



the picts on countdown wid my pretty boy :)

i love this pict, but so blur :(



















hai. obviously we did not get a very good view,
cos when we wanna walk to the other side,
the stupid security blocked the way already. >:[
poke them.
lmao.
lmaolmaolmao


oh ya i decided to put ge qian as my blogsong for the time being, becos my pretty boy has been addicted to this song lately. =)

old songs are always nice.

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