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this is very saddening

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im required to do a video and i transferred one video which was taken by my cousin last time using my lousy phone. I didn't realise it until a long time later. It was taken last year 07/07/07(which i heard the clock) when baby's still young and biting on something and laughing so happily. Wai po's inside too, laughing happily.

Wad's good about video is that people can move.


i decided that my lucky number is 07.
since my index no is also 7,
since the happiest year im was in 07.

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I don't know why but i just feel freaking tired and restless and moody.
No mood at all.
Probably because sch has started and hectic days are coming.

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i left my keys hanging on my door today while i went for work.
nearly lost my pay $140 today which i forgot where i left it. --_

wth my memory is getting from worse to worsest.

maybe one day i will forget everybody. omgomg lol

senile dementia symptoms.

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fever

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back to MCO =D
work tmr '-'
sch the day after .. T_T

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my xiao baobei's sick :(
still can play play jump jump. haiyo.
get well soon my baobei :(



ohh. 5 more mins to mummy's bdae.
Love her lots bless her wid good health and happiness.

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on the other hand, i hope ahma will get well soon. Initially, today was supposed to meet up memories for dinner, in d end, im still worried abt ahma, so i came back home to accompany her instead.

actually im considered quite fortunate already isn't it. As in, since years ago, the friends/classmates i know. Some of them dun even have their grandparents by their side before. Some hadn't even seen them before. Or some, grandparents have left even before they're born.
After hearing, i might wonder at times, im super fortunate. to have my ahma and waipo, ah gong and wai gong wid me until this year, when wai po left. Of cos, i know i could not be more fortunate than having the four of them with me during my last 17plus years, watching me since i was a baby, until now.

My parents' divorce can't be a bad one, definitely. At least, i've become more independent, and stronger, and mature after being through so many things. Of cos, nobody will know how much and what are the things i went through before. I can only say, but nobody can actually feel that experience and emotions. Because it's only me myself who went through all that. Im not saying im the most pitiful girl in this whole world. No, of cos i know that there're a few millions suffering more than me, unable to see,walk,feel,listen,speak, even eat. Sometimes human just can't be contented with what they have and crave for more. Be it Money, position, honour, attention. But no, im contented and relieved that im not that kind of person.

I admit that even though sometimes i still hated them for whatever shit the adults have done, to cause me all the sufferings and pain, but, afterall. When i realised and get back to the fact that what matters is they are living happily right now isn't it. Hai. Say too much also lidat. Now whatever probs they have. i couldn't possibly help also. I can only let them know that, im always there for them, whatever happens.

I admit that before waipo left, i didn't even think of her and waigong every single day. Probably because im staying wid my ahgong ahma. But i did go back frequently once or twice a week to see them. maybe bcos my mum's staying there. So im wondering, without the divorce, if my mum's not staying there, will i even have the chance to see them so frequently?

i still remembered when i was young, mum always went out for mahjong, and just left me with my waigong waipo at grandma house. At tt time, i felt so bored, besides tv, there's nth more i can do at the house. But now, i treasure every moment spent with them, and don't regard it as wasting of time at all.

I don't know why, even though life and death is part and parcel of life, i just couldn't help and take it if my loved ones were to leave me again. How i wish they can enjoy longevity and live till i can take them to tour around the world.

Maybe it's becos of waipo's death, tt made me so afraid of losing anyone..
I jus felt that whatever i can do to make them happy, i will go all out to do it, because they're my family, my loved ones. i can never forget the little playbacks of the happy memories i used to have with all my loved ones.

I don't know why, but 2008 really isn't a good year.
my only wish is tt this freaking 2008 can faster pass and may 2009 be blessed with lots of fortune and happiness.

and i really treasure my family a lot. how i wish i can have endless time to spend every moment wid all of them. but how could i?

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today's the 100th day since wai po left.


actually i knew that she may have reincarnated already, or probably enjoying in heaven right now =) cos she's a kind-hearted person. so i know. :)


after she left, i've had a few dreams about her. But im not sure izit she comes to my dream, or it's my hallucination probably because i missed her too much at times. in fact everyday.





she loves to ask her grandchildren to take lottery numbers =)


i wanna let her know that, her baobei xiao gua already knows how to talk and say many words already.
i wanna tell her that, you're always my most beautiful wai po.
i wanna let her know that her smiles and laughters are things i will never forget.
i wanna say sorry, for not accompanying her to go downstairs for tt last time when she asked me to.

i wanna let her know that, she's always deeply missed and loved by me.

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okok
- ♪`JüstinĀ``♫~ says:
sleep ealry
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i tmr still need go sch
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cca meeting
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; RUI' "Act happy, feel happy, be happy, without a reason in the world. " says:
i thou hari raya den holiday
; RUI' "Act happy, feel happy, be happy, without a reason in the world. " says:
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tts how lame my memories are. <3

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today, went yishun, passed laptop to ds, and of cos went grand's house for awhile. took tt xiao gua to playgrd. lol. he knocked his head today while playing wid his brother. duno why i love to see him cry. loL i tink it's v cute. LOL omg im such a sadist

went northpt after tt to meet Rina. ^^ long time since i last met her. caught up a lot. strolled here and there, chatted bout random things. she's alr accepted in silk air, and will be gng for her training soon. hope everything goes well for her (=

after tt headed back to wdlands and met shiqi under her blk as i borrowed fr her my date wid a vampire. lol. suddenly craving to watch the drama series again =D rained and ran back hm to watch the academy but missed the first 15mins of the show which i wanted to watch just tt part =(

hope tt you'll be happy when you move out of this house. anyway im used to not having parents by my side since 10 years old. angry? why would i be. i just want you to be happy. who cares about happiness since it's up to oneself. lol.

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